*Sigh* The Blahs

I definitely have the blahs. I have found it very hard to get back on track since going on a mini-vacation up to visit my family.

I think it is the pressure. They all know now that I want to write, SO they want to know when I am going to get a book published. As if it were that easy. Then the self-doubts start piling in. What if I never get anything published? What will they think of me? Am I wasting my time? Why on earth did I ever tell them?

Don't get me wrong, I have the most wonderful and supportive family in the world. That is the problem. I don't want to disappoint them.

Hmmm... "I won't think about it today, I'll think about it tomorrow."

M